Oddies, im really really terribly sorry!!!
I am the so called PAPA but yet I'm so weak...
For these 2 days after my tear already dried up I finally realised that..
The moment I say wanna to leave all this things away and unconciously I have hurt everyone around me...
Includes Mama, Jisan, Lui Lui and Chai Chai...
I'm really sorry minna~~
Not like I only shared my problem with Jisan...
I do find all of you but Mama whenever I try to get you... Your MSN will appear offline...
Lui Lui... I can only chat with her via her blog CBOX... Chai Chai lagi teruk...
So the only one available is Jisan...
but right after Lui Lui knows about my problem she straight away online and comfort me... I told after that... I didn't intend to hide away my feelings nor my life...
I do admit that I came out from a poor family and I'm seriously dumb in MATH...
I failed in this Module therefore I might lose that chances to get the PTPTN loan...
If I don't get it and so I can't continue my studies anymore during next year...
This is like one of my biggest crisis...
I am so sorry to causing everyone some trouble...
Thanks to everyone too that has been supporting me and conforting me...
I really dunno that a words from me will caused such a big trouble to everyone...
I promised to everyone that I will never dare to say leave oddies or you guys anymore...
I know I am being selfish for sometimes but I hope you guys understand my situation that I can't helped but just thinking wanna to give up...
Mama and everyone... I treat you guys equally so don't feel like you are being lefted out..
I might tell others and you get the news later than them but that doesn't mean I won't tell you..
Maybe something happen and so I can't talk to you...
Please No more leaving leaving all... cuz without anyone of us in oddies...
Then there is no more odd in oddies...
I love you guys and I am so sorry to everyone...
Notes: I hope bachan will see this soon or later